Main ek videshi aurat jo mool roop se hindustaani (NRI) hoon,gujraati hoon, UK mein rehti hoon. UK mein main apna business karti hoon. Hindustaan mera aana jaana laga rehta hai. Mere kuch rishtedaar hindustaan mein, Gujraat mein hai, jinse main samay samya per milti rehti hoon. Main ek talaakshuda aur 2 baccho ki maa hoon, lekin mere dono bacche apni apni life mein settled hain.

Mera talaak 10 saal pehle ho chuka tha. Uske baad mujhe ek ladka jo Turki se tha aur muslim tha, mujhe UK mein mila. Hum dono ki khoob acchee banee aur hum dono ne sagayee kar li, jiske karan use UK ki citizenship bhi mil gayee. Us samay main internet per chat bhi kiya karti thi. Aur usi dauraan meri mulakaat ek aise ladke se huayee, jo hindustaan main tha. Wo ladka behad hi shareef, hasne hasaane wala aur hamesha mujhe aage badhne ka hausla dene wala tha. Hum dono ki bahaut hi net per bahaut hi acchee dosti ho gayee thi, aur main ab usse, phone per bhi baat karne lagi thi. Us ladke se baat karke mujhmein jaise ek nayee umang paida ho jaati. Mera hamesha us ladke se baat karne ka man karne laga. Wo bhi akela tha aur mujhse 4-5 saal choota tha, to mujhse India aane aur milne ke liyea kehta. Is dauraan main bhi india aayee, lekin meri us hindustaani ladke se (jo Delhi mein tha) phone per hi baat hoti rahi.

Do saal baad mujhe pata laga ki, wo muslim Turki ladka (jisse meri sagai UK me ho chuki thi) pehle se hi Turki mein shaadishuda tha. Aur usne UK ki citizenship paane ke liye mujhe istemaal kiya tha. Mujhe bahaut dukh hua. Lekin ab wo apni bibi ko bhi UK le aaya aur, mujhe chhodkar wo ab apni us bibi ke saath rehne laga. Mujhe bahaut gussa aaya aur kuch samay baad maine bhi us muslim ladke se rishta tod liya.

Ab main bilkul akeli thi, hamesha dukhi rehti. To ek din maine apne us hindustaani dost ko jo Delhi mein tha phone kiya. Meri awaaz sunte hi uska kehna ki, main dukhi kyun hoon? wo meri awaaz se mera dukh bhaap gaya tha. Meri aankho se aansu nikal pade. Usne mujhe dhandhas bandhaya aur kaha koi baat nahi. Ye to zindagi hai aur is zindagi mein utaar chadaav to aate hi rehte hain. Lekin uska mujhe is terh samjhana, mujhe uske aur kareeb la raha tha. Ab wo mujhe aur accha lagne laga tha aur ab, main chahti thi ki kash main uski baho mein khoob rou, Lekin aisa namumkin tha.

Maine usse ek ghante tak baat kari aur usne mujhe 15 minutes mein hi hasa diya. Aur ab main bilkul fresh mood se us hindustaani ladke se baat karne lagi. Main aaj use webcam per dekhna chahti thi, aur meine use webcam per aane ko kaha aur Wo maan gaya. Hum dono webcam per ek doosre ko dekhte hue baate karne lage. Mujhe wo ladka pasand tha aur aaj use webcam per dekhkar mera man use apni baho me lekar choomne ko karne laga. Use dekhkar mere ander kuch kuch ho raha tha, shayad use bhi iska ehsaas tha.

Thodi der baad usne mujhe khade hone ko kaha aur mein khadi ho gayee, phir usne mujhe peeche mudne ko kaha to main peeche mudh gayee. Ab wo meri figure dekh raha tha, aur mujhe koi sharam nahi thi. Mujhe aisa lag raha tha, jaise mujhe aaj mera kanhiya mil gaya ho. Phir usne muje kapde utaarne ko kaha to maine mana kar diya, lekin main apne kanhiya ko khush dekhna chahti thi kyunki meri zindagi mein ab akela wahi tha, jo mujhe hasa sakta tha. Aur ab main apne kanhiya ko nahi chhodna chahti thi.

Maine dheere-dheere apne kapde utaare, mujhe thodi si sharam to aa rahi thi, lekin jo dil ke kareeb ho usse kya sharmana. Main apni bra aur panty mein thi. Wo bhi shayad apne ander garmi mehsoos kar raha tha, jise main mehsoon kar chuki thi. To, maine bhi use apne kapde utaraane ko kaha aur bina samay barbaad kiye hue usne bhi apne kapde uttar diye. Ab hum dono nagnavastha mein baithe, webcam per ek doosre ko dekhte hue baate kar rahe tha. Hum dono ab kareeb aa chuke the. Hum dono ek doosre ko pasand kar chuke the. Ab dheere dheere hum dono ka phone per baat karna aur webcam per dekhkar ek doosre ko anand pahauchana aam sa ho gaya.

Ab aisa lagne laga jaise hum dono bahaut hi kareeb hain. Main ab uske paas aana chahti thi. Usse ek rishta banana chahti thi, kyunki main ab usse pyar jo karne lagi thi.